Cinema Ke Back Seat Mein

Hi darling. Itne dino se mere confessions lagataar sunn ne ke liye thanks. Ek tumhi ho jisey mai apni dil ki baatey bataa sakti hu.

Tumhe maine bataaya tha ki kaise mai kuch dino pehle Rithin se mili aur kaise hum dono ko ek doosre se pyaar hogaya. Itne may meri dost Mehek ka kisi ne dil tod diya. Mujhe pataa nahi tha ki woh ladka koi aur nahi balki mera new boyfriend Rithin tha.

Zaahir hai, iss.kaaran bohat badi problem hogayi. Yeh baat mujhe pehle pataa hoti toh mai uss sey dur hi rehti. Aur phir jab aisa nahi hua. Toh Mehek ne humey bistar par aisi compromising situation may paaya ki mai jab bhi uss ke baare may soochti hu, sharam se laal ho jaati hu.

Uss incident ke baad maine Rithin se zyaada baat nahi ki. Hum break-up ki kagaar par thay. Mai usey bhula nahi paa rahi thi. Phir ek din achaanak mujhe uska call aaya.

Usney kaha ki woh mujhse milna chaahta hai. Mere andar ek khushi ki leher daud padi aur maine haa kar di.

Apne apartment ke bahar uska wait karte waqt mujhe uske saat bitaaye palo ki yaad aa rahi thi. Mai uss sey milne ko utsukt thi…mai uske garam haatho ko apne body par feel karna chaahti thi. Uske geele honton ko apne honton par mehsus karna chaahti thi.

Rithin ki car mere ghar ke saamne aakar ruki. Mai jaise hi andar baithi Rithin ne mujhe apni aor kheecha aur mujhe gale lagaaye. Woh mere kaano may whisper kar raha tha ki usney mujhe kitna miss kiya.

Phir rithin ne gaadi start kar di aur drive karne lagaa. Hum drive karte samay baatey karte gaye aur kuch der may gaadi ek theater ke saamne ruki.

Maine poocha hum kaaha aagaye?  Usney kaha ki mere saat akele time spend karne ke liye woh mujhe yaha laya hai. Theater may ek three weeks pehle release huyi movie chal rahi thi toh crowd kam tha aur aise situation may woh mujhse sirf ek cheez hi chaah sakta hai….tum samajh gaye na?

Movie toh chal rahi thi lekin mai aur Rithin uski parwah kiye bagair ek corner may andhere ka faayda uthaa rahe thay. Rithin mujhe smooch kar raha tha aur mai uske honton ka aanand le rahi thi.

Maine apne aap ko roka aur uss sey poocha ki woh kaisa hai. Toh usney jawaab diya ki mere bina uski haalat buri thi. Iske pehle mai kuch aur poochti woh phir mujhe paaglo ki tarah choomne lagaa.

Uske hont kitne tasty hai…mai jaanti hu ki mai tumhe yeh kai baar bataa chuki hu….lekin….kya karu, mai uske honton ki dewaani thi…uske honton ko resist nahi kar sakti.

Rithin ke haat phir mere top ke buttons kholne lage. Maine usey rokne ki koshish ki lekin usney meri ek na suni. Uske haat ne mere dress ke andar pravesh kiya aur meri bra ko displace karte hue mere seene ko chua.

Mai toh iss feeling ko bhul hi gayi thi…un mardaani haatho ka feel mere soft badan par….maine apni aankhe band kar di aur Rithin ke haatho ne mujhe acche se masla.

Kuch der baad Rithin ney meri skirt ke andar haat daala aur uske wahaa touch karne se mai almost paagal hogayi. Meri wajah se uski ungliya geele hogaye aur Rithin bas mujh par apni ungliyo se jaadu karne lagaa. “Cinema”

Rithin ne mujhe bohat pleasure diya…mai tumhe bataa nahi sakti ki kitna. Bas samajh lo ki uski ungliyo ne mere hosh udaa diye. Aur ek pal aisa aaya jab mujhe itna pleasure mila ki maine zor se chill baithi ouimaa…

Kuch der may interval hogaya aur hum dono ne apne aapko adjust kiya. Movie jab resume huyi toh Rithin apni pant utaar raha tha.

Maine shock hoke kaha ki mai public place may kuch itna extreme nahi kar sakti. Rithin ne kaha ki agar mai woh nahi kar sakti toh mujhe kuch aur karna hoga.

Aur iss tarah Rithin ne mujhe apne lap par bend kiya aur maine usey utnaa hi pleasure diya jitna usney mujhe diya tha lekin apni ungliyo se nahi… apne….tum samajh gaye na…maine kya kiya…

Humne theater may jo kiya uska ek alag hi mazaa tha. Ek sense of adventure..shaayad iss kaaran mujhe extra mazaa aaya. Humaara kaam jald khatam hogaya.

Film khatam nahi huyi thi isliye hum usey dekhne lage. Movie may ek ladki ka double role tha. Aur hero dono may se ek ko pyaar karta tha.

Maine realize kiya ki yeh story meri life se similar thi. Rithin sheela se pyaar karta tha….kya woh mujhe mere natutal look may pasand karega?

Achaanak Rithin ne mujhe bataaya ki ab woh aur mehek phirse dost ban gaye hai. Lekin woh mehek se nahi mujhse pyaar karta hai.

Rithin ne kaha ki Mehek usey waapis paana chaahti hai. Aur majboori may Rithin ne usey promise kiya ki agar uska mujhse break up hogaya toh woh soch sakta hai…warna nahi.

Iss baat se mujhe samajh aaya ki kyu Mehek mujhse kuch dino se baat nahi kar rahi thi…woh abhi bhi iss hope may thi ki mera Rithin se break up hojaaye aur uska faayda Mehek ko ho.

Mera mann bohat sad tha. Ek taraf thi meri dost jisne meri itni help ki hai. Aur doosri taraf mera pyaar Rithin. Mai kise choose karu?

Theater se nikal te samay maine decision liya. Agar Rithin mujhe mere normal look yaani Saina ke look may pasand nahi karega toh mai usey Mehek ke liye chod doongi…

Meri story mere confessions ke through sunte rehna jaan….tab tak ke liye bye..muaah. “Cinema”

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