Main Aurat Hoon – Part I

Hi !!! Main bahut dinon se ISS me kahaniyaan padh rahi hu, aaj socha apni dastaan batati hu. Kissa shuru karne se pehle main apne bare mein bata du,…… Main abhi 28 kii hu, Height 5’11”,waist 34,hips 37,thode boobs bhi hai (main 36B bra pehnti hu) Technically, main male hu but andar se 1 female. Mera naam hai “Sana”. (Main 1 cross-dresser hu) Chaliye, ab kahani start karti hu.

Mujhe bachpan se hii ladkiyon ke kapde pehanne ka shauk tha. Chhoti thi toh apni Mummy ki wardrobe ‘raid’ karti thi jab ghar pe koi nahin hota tha. Jaise-jaise bada hota gaya, yeh shauk bhi badhta gaya. Jab kabhi ghar par akeli hoti thi, main sajti thi,saree,full make-up,heels pehan ke ghoomti thi. Meri mummy ka 1 car accident mein death ho gaya jab main 13 ki thi. Uske baad toh poori chhut mil gayi thi. Papa office chale jaate the (Hum 3 logon ka hii family tha, Mere Papa,Mummy aur Main).

Uske baad main poora din ghar mein akele hoti thi. School se wapas aakar main “saj-sanwar” kar ghar ke kaam karti thi, bartan dhona, jhaadu lagana etc. Mujhe yeh sab karte bahut khushi milti thi. Jab thodi aur badi hui toh mujhe kisi aur kii chahat hone lagi. Ab main chahti thi kii 1 mard mujhe dekhe, mujhe apni aurat banaye. Isi chakkar mein main “dress” kar ke din-bhar Internet pe websites dekhne lagi,chatting karne lagi. Mujhe mardon ke saath ‘Hot Chat” karne mein bahut mazaa aata tha. Shuru mein toh main khud ko 1 ladki hii batati thi aur log mujhe jo kehte (mere saath kya-kya karenge,mujhse kya karwayenge) yeh sab sunke mujh mein “Reality” kii khwaish aur badhne lagi,…… aur yehi meri kahani ka kissa hai.

Tab main 18 kii hui thi,….. Papa 1 week ke liye apne work ke silsile mein shehar se bahar gaye the. Mujhe tab pata nahin tha but unhone apne 1 friend ko bol rakh tha I who mujh pe dhyaan rakhe.

1 afternoon, main school se wapas aayi aur humesha kii tarah taiyaar hokar ‘Net be chatting kar rahi thi. Tabhi door-bell baja. Main darr gayi. Jaldi-jaldi mein saree utaarke 1 t-shirt shorts pehankar door khola toh saamne Aakash Uncle (mere Papa ke dost) khade the.

Woh andar aaye,sofe pe baithe, main unke liye paani lekar aayi. Jaldibaazi mein main apna face clean karna bhool gayi thi (Full lipstick, kajal,maathe pe bindi sab kuchh tha) Unhone mujhe waise dekha toh pooch hii liya. Ab main kya karti,….. bahut darr gayi thi. Mujhe lag raha tha kii who mere Papa ko keh denge par unhone mujhe apne paas baithne ko kaha aur bole,”Yeh sab kyon karte ho ?” Mujhe unke aankhon mein kuchh dikha toh maine unko sab kuchh bata diya. Phir unhone mukhe kaha,”Kya main tumhe dekh saji-dhaji sakta hu ?”

Main unhe bahar baithne ko bolkar andar bedroom mein aayi,almirah se 1 bahut sexy party-wear black saree nikali aur woh pehan liya sleeveless blouse ke saath. Andar bra bhi daala tha. Phir apne make-up thoda theek kiya, haanthon mein chudiyaan pehni, gale mein 1 necklace daala aur ears mein matching ear-rings (Maine apne ears pierce karwa liye the) heels bi daley aur 1 baar khud ko wardrobe mirror mein dekha toh sach mein 1 teenage girl jaisi dikh rahi thi. Phir bahar Living Room mein aakar unke saamne khadi ho gayi. Mujhe waise dekhkar unka moonh khula aur khula-ka-khula reh gaya. Main unse aankh nahin mila paa rahi thi (Bahut sharam aa raha tha) toh main sar neeche kar ke khadi thi. Side-of-my-eyes se dekha toh unke pant mein tent ban gaya tha. Maine jaise hii who dekha toh mere poora badan mein 1 lehar daud gayi,….. mujhe yakeen hii nahin ho raha tha ki mujhe dekhkar kisi mard ka “jaanwar” jag sakta hai.

Uncle sofe se uthe, mere paas akar mujhe zor se apne saath bheench liya aur mere forehead pe 1 chhota kiss kar ke bole,”WOW !!! Tum toh ghazab kii khubsurat dikh rahi ho.” Main unke saath poori chipki hui thi toh mujhe unke jism ka ehsaas ho raha tha,mujhe apne thighs pe unka pressure mehsoos ho raha tha. Meri saansein ukhar rahi thi,main kuchh bol nahin paa rahi thi,sirf unko,1 mard ko, apne badan ke saath chipke hue hone ke feeling ka mazaa le rahi thi. Hum tohid der aise hii khade rahe phir unhone mujhe apne-se alag kiya,sofe pe jaa ke baithe aur bole,”Mere liye 1 cup tea bana do,tab tak main kuchh phone calls karta hu. Uske baad hum baat karenge.”

Unke badan se alag hathte hii mujhe kuchh ajeeb-sa laga par phir maine apne aap ko sambhala aur mudkar sexy walk ke saath kitchen mein chali gayi. Chai banakar le aayi toh who kisi ko phone be bol rahe the kii aaj unhe kuchh bahut urgent,important kaam aa gaya hai, woh late ho jaayenge. Maine tea unke saamne rakhi toh unhone mera haath pakad ke mujhe kheencha aur main unke god mein jaa giri. Phir who chai peene lage aur hum baatein karte rahe. Who mujhse pooch rahe the kii main yeh sab kab se karti hu,dress-up karne ke baad aur kya karti hu aur main unke sawaalon ka sach-sach jawaab dene lagi. Tea khatm karke who uthe aur mujhse kaha ki woh thodi der ke liye bahar jaa rahe hai,jab tak who lautein main aur achhi tarah se taiyaar ho jaaoon. Yeh kehkar who chale gaye.