Ho Zo Bo Ro Lo Ami Ar Ma

Part 1

Amar nam Payel, muslim ghorer meye, amar boyosh 27. Amra dui bon, baba mara gechen choto thaktei. Ma ar biye koren ni, tobe shonhshar ta takei tante hoyeche ekla. Tobe Ma biye koreni ei karone na je Ma baba ke onek valobashten, sotti kotha bolte baba chilen nam kawaste baba, uni beche thakteo Ma-i amader shongshar tenechen, amader dui bon ke boro korechen. Bastob e Ma ar biye koren ni karon, je karone amader society te ekta meye ke abar biye korte hoi, sei proyojon ta onno vabe mite geche.

Amar baba je office e chakri korten sei office er boss amader ke help korechen, aro help korechen amader ei parar bohu bochor er political leader, plus aro help korechen amar boro chacha. Na, emni emni keu help kore na, amar ma prochondo rupoboti ebong ekhono tini voyonkor jouno abedonmoyi, keu dekhle amader tin jon ke meye r ma bole na, mone kore boro bon choto bon. Ma-er eder sobar sathei sharirik shomporko ache, eto bochoreo era keu-i make vog kore tripto hoi ni, borong eder prottek er khuda jeno aro bereche.

Ma ekta kotha sob somoy bolen, shon, purush ra, amra jai kori na keno, oder chokhe bela shesh e amra shudhu ek ekta magi, karo mai boro ba choto, pod koto ta vari, gud koto ta tight, kar sathe showa jabe, kivabe showa jabe, ei, kajei nijeke thik moto istemal korbi, manush ki vablo ta niye konodino chinta korbina, karon oi manushgulo tor pete khawa dibe na, tor dam tor mai pod gud er moddhei, eguloke thik moto babohar korbi, abar etao kheyal rakhbi jeno egulor akorshon oi purush er kach theke kokhono shesh hoye na jai. Aro ekta kotha ma sob somoy bolen, purush ar narir moddhe shomporko ta chironton, eta shudhu purush ar nari holei holo, je kono purush narir shomporker majhei ei akorshon thake. Ma eta bolechilen karon boro chachu ke niye make ekbar jiggesh korechilam, tokhon.

Pathok, bujhtei parchen, choto bela thekei amader manoshikota ar doshta meyer moto chilo na, ma-er training ar guideline peye ami din din pakka magi hoye uthlam. 27 bochor boyoshei ami 12 jon er sathe prem er ovinoy kore oder sathe shuyechi, onek kichu adai kore niyechi, tarpor oder ke chere diyechi. Evabei ek boro bhai ke dhore ami bishal ekta local real state company’r branch office e junior ekta position e join korlam. Sotti kotha bolte, oi salary’r oi position e ami kono vabei fit na.

Ghotonar shurutei amar ar mayer sharirik goron er ekta dharona diye nei. Ma er boyosh 45, kintu ja bollam, hardly ma-ke mone hoi 35. Amra sobai ektu short, dujonei 5’1″ only, tobe dujonei prochondo forsha, chowra mukh, akorshoniyo mukhoshree, well, aro sothik vabe bolle, amader cheharar moddhei ekta chenali vab ache. Ma-er mai er size 38DD, amar 36DD, bishal akar er karone ma-er mai duto ektu jhule eseche, amar mai duto ekhono ekdom khara khara, dujoner mai er botai lalche khoyeri, paka angur er moto bota gulo, bishal chitano pet, dujoneri halka med ache, sugovir navi, tarpore chowra pet ta hothat shoru hoye bishal pod e ese misheche.. ma r amar dujoner pod er size-38. Sudoulo pa, tobe height kom thakar karone pod gulo aro boro dekhai, dabna duto manghol r hatar somoy kromagoto ekta arekta ke bari dite thake.

Amader ma -meyer doodh gulo ekebare paka peper moto, je kono purush er hater muthoi niye nishpish korte icche korbe, ar pod duto niye narachara korte sobai pagol thakbe, amader dujoneri gud er baal nikhutvabe kamano thake, actually, e bapare ma majhe majhei amake help koren … lol…

Ghotonai ferot asi, ami chakri te join korechi 6 months holo, already office er motamuti sob purush rai chance nebar cheshta korche, branch manager to ekdin bolei boslen, ‘aro ektu jodi boyosh kom thakto Payel, tobe sob chere diye tomar kache chole astam’.. beta jodi bujhto je sob chere asleo ami or kache jetam na, amar nozor je aro onek upore…

Evabei 6 months er mathai head office theke janano holo je asche weekend e shohor er sobcheye boro five star hotel e amader company’r yearly family night. Ami janlam je etai amader company’r sobcheye boro party, sobai sobar family member (spouse/ parents) ke niye aste parbe, dress code, jar ja iccha. Tobe jehetu onek parents ase but party te hard drinks er bonna boye jai, kajei ei dikei employee der ke unofficially bole rakha hoi, so that tara bujhe shune parents der ke niye asen. Ami ma-ke bollam, ma to moha khushi, plus ma ami dujonei hard drinks e ovvosto, amra gola obodhi pan koreo matal hoi na, tobe matal hobar ovinoy korte pari… hi hi…

Ami r ma thik korlam je amra dujonei saari pore jabo, shiffon. Ma porben white r ami porbo cream color er shiffon. Annual night e amra jotha somoy er ektu pore hazir holam. Jedikei jacchi sedik thekei amader niye je ektu gunjon hocche ta bujhte parchi, vetore vetore khushi holam je kangkhito attention draw korte parchi. Porichito koyek joner sathe dekha holo, sobar sathe ma-er porichoy koriye dilam, mohila gulo ektu irshar chokhe dekhlo, ar purushgulor jeno lol porchilo. Evabei ektu pore branch manager elen, amader dujoneri boro golar blouse er upor diye ja kina amader shiffon saari konovabei dheke rakhte pare ni, amader dui jora mai ke gile gile khelen. Tarpore amader ke niye gelen arektu samne, dance floor er samne, bar er kache. Ar okhanei porichoy holo Chowdhury shaheb r Nagmoni babu’r sathe; inarai holen joint owner of the company, bishal bittoshali dui bondhu jara prai 20 yrs age ei company shuru korechilen.